Okay. Its been so long si ce last i update here.
These days ive been busy with so much things. Theatre, college and etc.

So here’s a story i want to share.
Last week, there was one guy add me on wechat. But before that, we already friend on instagram. Just friend. We dont know each other and we never say hye to each other. So on that day, im the one who try to add him at wechat since he puts his id in his bio. But then, i refused to add so i comment on his picture about the food he post for the first time. Yes, he replied. But later then, i was so surprised that he add me at wechat. I was lime, “gosh! Am i dream or what? He add me instead of me add him. What a coincidence”
Then the next early morning, he chat with me. My heart so fluttered that time. After a day or two, he confessed to me about his feeling. Who are not surprised?!!! Like you just knew him then he confessed to you. Hahaha. What can i do. I just say ok about his feeling. Later then, i speak truthful to him that i also like him. So we didnt have any relationship right now. Just me and him try to understand and know and learn about each other more and more. Now, he and me just keep praying for the both of us. If we both are mean to be, we will. So thats all for this mornight. Haha. Goodbye~ ❤️

28th May

The day i spent a whole day with him
The most furthest journey we travel by ourselves
Really enjoy the day
Got to watch a movie
Then had a meal together
I do miss this day.

In a few days
We all gonna separate
Heading to
Our own routes
Our own roads

Soon we will meet again :)


Watching the night view of cairo on the top of a hill. Having a cup of mint tea. Sitting. Watching. Hearing. Thinking.
Ya Allah, guide me to the right path.
Ya Allah, i miss umi.
Ya Allah, please make me strong to face everythings.
Amin ya rabb

Happy mothers’ day!

Happy mothers’ day to all mom in this world. Thank you for bringing us to this world.

Dear my umi, i love you so much! Theres nothing can compare you. You are the best umi i ever had. I miss you loads umi. I need you by my side. Sorry for all my wrong doings all this time. I miss to travel with you. I miss accompany you going everywhere. I miss your mumblering. I miss your cooks. I miss every single things about you umi.
Semoga Allah merahmati roh umi dan tempatkan umi dalam golongan orang yang beriman. Amin ya rabb.


She don’t think they can go on if he is still like that. She’s not asking he to treat her always. But please be gentle. Yeah, She’s not his wife nor his girlfriend but still try to be gentle. Aren’t he feel awkward when he going out for a meal with her then pay separately for their own meals. Please. He is not going out with all his friends. Same goes to her. But still, he needs to be gentle. He is not going out with her like everyday or everyweeks or everymonth. They just meet once or twice a year. Why can’t he just treat her. She don’t ask for more. All she needs is he trying to be more gentle in front of her. Can’t he do it? Is it that hard? It’s so sad. Hrmm.


When the sky turns dark
Then you start to find him
Then you realize
He’s not there anymore
Then you start to realize
He’s the one
That always take care of you
That always support you
That always be with you

Now what?
It’s not like what you’re expecting
And you’re regret with yourself

Nothing can change
What you had done

Its end
Just like that


Kehilanganmu sungguh memeritkan
Di suatu sudut hati
Menyimpan segala duka dan lara
Menyimpan segala pahit dan manis
Kenangan indah bersamamu
Tidak sesekali akan luput di benakku
Ya Allah, kau tabahkan hati ini
Ya Allah, kau kuatkan hati ini
Ya Allah, hanya padaMu aku meminta
Diri yang kerdil ini hanya dapat berdoa
Berdoa dan tetap berdoa

Pergi meninggalkan aku
Pergi meninggalkan semua
Betapa aku rindu sangat kepadamu
Akan kita bertemu kembali
Suatu hari nanti
In sha Allah

Ya Allah, kau perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini. Amin.
Semoga Allah merahmati pemergian ibuku yang tercinta. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan dalam golongan orang yang beriman. Amin ya rabbal alamin